Rest not. Become not complacent. Enjoy your happiness, for it is short-lived. Live life to its fullest, and slow down at the happy moments. They go by far too quickly.
The depths of despair... That is where I am. My heart is broken. Once again I hurt, and I let myself get into this. I let myself love. Therefore I opened myself to pain.
I want no conciliatory words. I want no comments or observations. I do not want anyone to come near me. I simply want to be able to cry as much as I need to, and then sink into oblivion and never return.
Truly, man is but dust. He is nothing. What can man do to me? Kill me? Like that would be really bad or something... Torture me? Again, it would distract...
But these are such morbid thoughts. I need to stop.